"Time doesn't always mend a broken heart."

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Reckless Abandon! Over here, please...

Hmmm. What is that? What did I do? I said what? No shit, really?

Don't think I said it just because I was fuckin twisted drunk. I may have said it with more (or less) umpf, but I said it all the same. It's kinda cool how drinking makes me lucid and wacked at the same time.

I have overcome my reliance on cigarettes. Fuck you RJ Reynolds! Focused will power is stronger than any chemical. I am just proud to be able to say it's done.

What's next on my agenda? Let's see ... hmmm .. can't cut out masturbation, that would really suck. So I guess the next thing to go for awhile shall be ... drinking.

People who know me and read that line will probably all gasp. An eerie silence around them, as they stare in wonder saying "It.. no.. is it? It can't be?!"

It is.

Fuck these silly games, right now is all about will power, self control, deeper enlightenment and higher goals. These petty tyrants which addict, destroy, and intoxicate can wait for now. I have other things to do.

I learn my lessons quickly. I adapt easily. I submit without hesitation. When it is time to stand, watch out.

1 comment:

  1. But did you mean what you said? Cuz, I kinda hope you did.

    -you know who ;)